so, i’ve been avoiding having to make any sort of announcement or anything on my current progress of art or anything because i don’t want to promise anything or let anyone down or
i can’t do it anymore
i just can’t
i’m so frustrated to have to admit it. it first started out as me not having time because of work (i could’ve made time) then it became where i just wanted to rest and spend my off days for me (drawing is a me thing) then it became a thing where i’ve become too sick or i left my supplies at a place i got kicked out of or i have too much stress to even think about it or man i should really be spending this time to do something about these bills or man i should really be spending this time with someone that i’ve been neglecting and it’s just… excuse one after the other of where i avoid it and when i actually sit down and try
i just can’t
it pains me so much to say this because art used to be… everything to me. i planned my whole life around my art. i wanted to get a job in the first place to save up for a tattoo gun then i could get to a point where i could shadow someone then i could get to a point where someone may JUST MAY decide to take me under their wing then i could quit my stupid stocking job and do what i really want to do in life… just… art…
but what now?
what’s left for me now?
idk what this is is. idk if it’s a written declaration of me throwing in the towel… idk if this is a cry for help or some advice or relation to any other artist that has went through this and maybe how they got out of it… idk
i love my art.. i just want to love being able to do it again…
bday gift for a sweetie ♥
happy barfday, mich!
A very cute commission for a very cute lady! ♥
featuring her, her two dogs, penny and holly, and I.
Sorry for the crappy photo; I currently only have a phone to expose my art with as of now…
But, yes! This girl is up for adoption. Auction details below.
This is also a prime example of my sketch commissions I am currently offering c: For details please click here. Anything would help, so please consider!
To take part in the bid, go here.
Hey everyone! Long time, no update, right? ahaha
So I’ll cut to the chase by saying I’m in a pickle…
Good news, I’m not homeless anymore!
Bad news, I have some serious medical bills that have been excruciatingly dipping into my paychecks.
I’ve currently paid off every bill but one (there were a lot holy wow) and it’s a big, nasty price of $1,497.98
I have a monthly payment of $499.33 currently but… I’m seriously in a bad spot with all the upcoming bills on my new home too. The monthly bills itself are about an entire paycheck and I’m living from paycheck to paycheck so being stressed is a bit of an understatement right now aha.
If you can do anything to help, that’d be great, seriously :c signal boosting, commission, and I’m accepting tips and donations too but please don’t feel obligated to.
If proof would be preferred of such bills for whatever reason, such will happen. Don’t be afraid to ask.
tl;dr: I’m open for two types of commissions.
traditional or digital
I will only take two slots for now.
x x x
I prefer to have around the areas of humanoids though, as I’m a little rusty on everything else.
So in short, no turians for now please. Sorry!
I will not accept your money until I have my home computer set up and ready for work.
Side Note: I forgot to add that I also work a full time job as a night stocker. My work-load is very tiring and stressful at most so please bare with me when I say most of my work will be done on my off-days which are Mondays and Tuesdays. Thanks!
commission for caffeineghost! ♥
i accidentally got a little carried away with this one, as it isn’t completely my cartoon style c’: but that’s okay because they actually donated a lot kaslmmxczkl
little tvs are this and i used a texture but fuck my files i forgot to save their names to the textures haaaa
commission for lennythnerd ♥
i’m currently closed for now, but i’ll be adding these to my commission list in case you’re interested and didn’t get a chance to get one.
commission for silverw0lf64 ♥
like how this looks? i’m offering these up for $10
this is a cartoon style of mine, they will all be done in this style and i’ll draw anything (humans, animals, aliens, etc)
all of the money will be going to someone that really needs it!
read more about it here!
commission for the lovely exavier ♥